Has anyone been able to leave? Has anyone been able to escape reality?

Can I put myself online? I want to talk to people. Not as myself, but as my inner self.

This vessel is time consuming and repitive. I need someone to help me. To help me escape.

Being here is tiresome. I want to connect online. There I will be one with my true self and thoughts. My actions. My choices.

It will be different there. I just need to find it.

I need someone to make it.

I need to get there.

Please tell me where it is.